By Myself (Reanimation Remix)

[Direct Maniac]

Myself
Myself

What do I do to ingore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
Or do I trust nobody and live in lonliness?
Because I can`t hold on when I`m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I`m lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again

By myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can`t rely on myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can`t rely on myself


I can`t look around
It`s too much to take in
I can`t hold back
When I`m stretched so thin
I can`t slow down
Watching everything spin
I can`t look back
Starting over again

If I turn my back I`m defenceless
And to go blindly seems senceless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they`ll take from me `til everything is gone
If I let them go I`ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I`ll be outrun
If I`m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I`ll be buried in the silence of the answer

By myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can`t rely on myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can`t rely on myself

I can`t look around
It`s too much to take in
I can`t hold back
When I`m stretched so thin
I can`t slow down
Watching everything spin
I can`t look back
Starting over again

Don`t you know
I can`t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can`t seem to convince myself why
I`m stuck on the outside

Don`t you know
I can`t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can`t seem to convince myself why
I`m stuck on the outside

Don`t you know
I can`t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can`t seem to convince myself why
I`m stuck on the outside

Don`t you know
I can`t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can`t seem to convince myself why
I`m stuck on the outside

Don`t you know
I can`t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can`t seem to convince myself why
I`m stuck on the outside

Don`t you know
I can`t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can`t seem to convince myself why
I`m stuck on the outside